I am a senior sub spankee. I have gotten many real spankings like this. They are no fantasy - not a cartoon. They really hurt! I need them. I need to tell my Spanker what I did wrong, and ask for a real spanking and scolding meant to be remembered the next time I may do something bad. Spankings have changed my behavior for the better. I don’t forget them. For me, they are what works. I don’t tell people who know me. I am ashamed.